Dissonance

There’s birdsong in the background of the packing, 

The goodbyes. In doing what it does, the pollen

In the humming air-soup makes us sneeze—short bursts 

Of breath that draw suspicious eyes, bring hands

To mouths. They say that what we face is strong

And secretive, that some will never show  

A sign and some will die. The danger, though

Invisible, is real; and so they say 

   To take it day by day:

   To wait. And yet 

The spring is coming anyway. It would 

Be easy to frame it as a mockery:

The robin bathing in blue water pooled

Upon the rocks, the surface crowned by clean, 

White petals from the pear trees: springtime’s snow. 

Or all these leaves, small, sharp, and green, and creeping 

Underneath the edge of things. We wonder what 

They mean, their major notes colliding with

   Our minor key, unceasing. 

   When I got home, 

I found a newspaper bleeding in the street.

Fresh rain had pushed the letters off the pages 

And pressed them down, their edges curling now

As if caught up in flames. In fact, nature 

Rolls on, indifferent to our tears, our fears.

It is not sentient; it hears no cry or call

Of ours. We stand apart in song, in sorrow— 

And yet, the earth obeys the one who set

   The circle and the tune. 

      There is something 

He means by it, the constant change of leaves,

The ache of winter and the song of spring. 

Beneath disease and mystery the hopes

We bury grow somehow; they will burst up

Like daffodils and never die on the day

When we are washed with fire and holy rain. 

I do not say we should not hear or feel

The sorrow or the pain. They clash against

   The other tune because 

   It cannot last.